In my own head, I feel so alone,
Trusting no one, my heart turns to stone.
Can’t deal with the pain I constantly feel,
Not sure how to cope, not sure how to heal.
This is too hard, I’d much rather use,
Whether it’s heroin, coke, pills, or booze.
Anything to get me out of my head,
When living’s too hard and I’d rather be dead.
I’d rather be drunk, I’d rather be high,
And watch as the world passes me by.
Wherever I go I feel out of place,
It goes further back than I can trace.
I want this to stop, I need it to end,
I need some time for my heart to mend.
I drop to my knees, and I look to the sky,
I beg God for help and I start to cry.
I can’t do this alone, I can’t do it myself.
So I raise my hand and I ask for help.
It took some time, but I’m starting to see,
From the chains of addiction, it’s hard to break free.
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Just wanted to let you know that I love you even though you aren’t naked right now.